FOREVER

It's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to u. When it hits you, I mean really hits u , all these thoughts and question rush through ur head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on u slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.

What if for some reason don't work out? How are u possible going to live without them?

Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person u know like the back of ur hand. Someone u once had no emotions for, now has the power to break ur heart. Someone u once never used to hang out with, now owns most of ur time. Someone u never thought you'd love, now owns ur entire heart. 

Someone u once lived without, u now wish to hold onto FOREVER.

                                                                                                 YOU.

Damn you.

I guess some things will never change. You’re still the same asshole you were months ago.

You can’t stop talking about the same damn thing, and how it has affected you, twisting and turning your story around like a bitch.

Get over it, stop name dropping. Stop mentioning my name. Stop the slander.

I have stopped talking about this nonsense. And you keep continuing.

So, who’s the immature one now? Why is it affecting you so much if you didn’t do anything ‘wrong’?

You know what you did, you know what I said was true. And you know GOD knows it too.

So its okay, you can go on and live your fake life on Earth. With your crappy friends.

You’ll be sorry when the end is near. No use in repenting.

Karma will get you hard in the afterlife. And I can’t wait to see the look on your face when you finally rot in hell, and when people know the real you.

God bless you, honey.

PS: Don’t you have better things to worry about in life? Like finding the smallest, cheapest, fakest diamond ring for the big day? How to support your family and yourself in a couple of months? Use your brain and think!

feel

❝He came up and kissed me on my forehead, and before he stepped away, I closed my eyes and tried hard to memorize this moment. I wanted to remember him exactly as he was right then, how his arms looked brown against his white shirt, the way his hair was cut a little too short in the front. Even the bruise, there because of me.
Then he was gone.
Just for that moment, the thought that I might never see him again…it felt worse than death. I wanted to run after him. Tell him anything, everything. Just don’t go. Please just never go. Please just always be near me,so I can at least see you.
Because it felt final. I always believed that we would find our way back to each other every time. That no matter what, we would be connected—by our history, by this house. But this time, this last time, it felt final. Like I would never see him again, or that when I did, it would be different, there would be a mountain between us.
I knew it in my bones. That this time was it. I had finally made my choice, and so had he. He let me go. I was relieved, which I expected. What I didn’t expect was to feel so much grief.❞

still

❝I have always, essentially, been waiting. Waiting to become something else, waiting to be that person I always thought I was on the verge of becoming, waiting for that life I thought I would have. In my head, I was always one step away. In high school, I was biding my time until I could become the college version of myself, the one my mind could see so clearly. In college, the post-college “adult” person was always looming in front of me, smarter, stronger, more organized. Then the married person, then the person I’d become when we have kids. For twenty years, literally, I have waited to become the thin version of myself, because that’s when life will really begin. And through all that waiting, here I am. My life is passing, day by day, and I am waiting for it to start. I am waiting for that time, that person, that event when my life will finally begin.❞

Happen!

❝Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you’re down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.❞

kool rite..

miss

soul speak

rindu..

Ini adalah semua my best frenz from uitm..we all amik kos y sama..acting..em,banyak perkara yang berlaku selama 6 sem kami berempat time belajar...ada pahit..manis..sedih..gaduh..gembira..semua ada...mungkin perkara-perkara yang sebegini mematangkan pemikiran masing-masing yang sudah semestinya mempunyai perangai masing-masing yang berbeza...mungkin kini kami tidak seakrab dulu disebabkan kadang kala dalam persahabatan mungkin akan berlaku perselisihan paham dan pendapat masing-masing yang berbeza...tapi kini kami semua sudah dewasa...sudah sedikit kenal erti hidup ini..dan dari situ juga pemikiran juga berbeza..kami kini masih lagi berhubung antara satu sama lain...muingkin kerana kesibukan masing-masing...jadi membataskan kami untuk bertemu..tapi yang saya mahukan katakan..saya rindu dan sayang kamu semua..izmir..eja..yana..we are frenz..even apa-apa yang telah jadi..saya rasa itu adalah kenangan kita semua...miss u guys..btw..yana pun dah ok gn saya..eja n iz,dieorng no hal...yang paling kakak kt sini eja..si gigi rabbit..uhuhuhu..bila tengok gambar and kenangan dulu..kami selalu keluar sama-sama..kadang kiteorang naik bus sampai bb..if ada skandal baru la kuar naik kete...hahahhaa..ada satu tahap time kieteorang part 3...tiap-tiap malam keluar.. i dont now..but it fun..I hope kite nanti dapat kumpul 4 kite nie ye...rindu sangat..pedulikan kata-kata luar yang nak merosakkan hubungan kita nie!!! love u guys..

;D

LAMA TAK HABISKAN DUIT....

Hajat

HAJAT SAYA YANG PERTAMA...ERM..TENGOK KAWAN SAYA PUN DAH ADA..CAM MANA,;D

HAJAT SAYA YANG KEDUA...

HAJAT SAYA SIMPLE AJAKAN....;D

sleep like sleeping beauty..

erm...cepatla balik rumah....zzzzzzZZZ

ya..

HAHAHA,AND i LOVE HIM TO...;P

sayang

;p

Adore

WOMEN AND MEN

Jatuh Cinta

Saya bukan jatuh cinta dengan manusia..tapi saya jatuh cinta dengan drama yang tengah hit sekarang...

Boy over Flowers...gosh..best gila cerita ni u all...

ni antara pelakon utama dalam drama ni..

Lelaki yang buat saya tak tidur malam..hahaha

Ni geng perempuan jahat!!

Ni watak utama Jan Di yang comel...

Ni pulak antara Hero utama Go Joon Pyo..dalam drama ni rambut dia curl..hahaha..satu scene je yang rambut dia lurus..ala encem..

Drama sangat dekat dengan jiwa wanita la khususnya...saya jiwa kental ni pun kadang nak menangis bila tiba scene-snene yang sedih..uish..

Drama ni pun ada iras-iras macam Meteor Garden la...if korang penah tengok cerita tu...ala tie kita semua tengah sekolah lagi...hahaha...Yang best yer pasal drama ni,dia bukan cite just pasal cinta jer 100%,but macam elemen yang de,so macam yang de,sayang kat kawan,kawan yang jeles and tikam kawan dari belakang,kasih sayang ibu bapa,darjat and macam-macamla...

Ni saya upload la salah satu scene yang best and menyentuh hati and kelakar and little bit serious ...if korang nak tengok cerita ni beli la dvd die,tak pun sakarang ada kat 8tv tapi dah nak abis...senanga tengok jerk kat youtube..senang...free lagi..

Kat snene ni sebenanrnya Jan Di kena pukul coz die kena fitnah gan kawan dia yang dia....yang kononnya Jan Di dan tidur dengan lelaki lain,dan kawan dia tu amik pic and sebarkan supaya Si Joon Pyo ni benci kat Jan Di..tapi akhirnya terbongkar juga yang kawan Jan Di yang buat semua tu...ish...

Saya pun taknak cakap banyak coz nanti if saya excited cerita and jadi tambah gila dengan drama ni..hahah...ok hope korang layan la yer....;p

Rojak Cinta Sayang...

Untuk entri kali ini saya nak berkongsi dengan kamu,kamu dan kamu cara-cara untuk memikat hati suami anda...hahahaha...takdelah,saya nak ajar buat rojak yang sedap dan lazat dengan hanya beberapa minit jer....if korang yang dah biasa duduk kat dapur sure yer la saya punya resipi ni kacang je untuk korang suma....dan saya juga geram kat kawan-kawan saya yang tak percaya saya boleh buat rojak ni..ish korang,cam lagu Anita Sarawak tu "Jangan pandang ku sebelah mata"...

Jadi mula-mula yang diperlukan untuk membuat rojak cinta sayang ini ialah tentulah bahan-bahannya kan,jadi kita memerlukan:

Seperti yang dapat kamu lihat kita perlukan buah-buahan...buah ni sebenarnya terpulang kat korang nak letak pe....atas kamu semua kesukaan la..nak letak nenas,betik,anggur or sotong pun leh,lagi sedap letak tauhu...pergh,meleleh gua cakap sama lu beb...tapi hari ini saya gunakan buah jambu air,jambu batu,mangga,belimbing.Untuk kuah pula saya gunakan kuah yang sudah siap la makcik...mau buat ini kuah rojak,saya pun tak tahu...hahaha,kuah ni kamu semua boleh beli kat kedai-kedai berdekatan dengan anda yer puan-puan dan akhir sekali sebagai perasa,kita

memerlukan kacang tanah yang sudah digoreng.....

Selepas itu tak reti-reti nak potong...takkan nak makan besar-besar alam buah tu kan...dah potong buah tu jadi lah macam ini,ni atas korang la nak potong kecik or besar....if mulut besar ala-ala Ning Baizura so kerat la besar-besar,hahahaha...

So lepas dah habis sesi potong memotong,kita ke sesi curah mencurah lak yer,kuah yang korang nak letak pun atas citarasa masing-masing la,if kuah letak cikit sah-sah la korang ni kedekut,so letakla sesedap rasa,tapi bila dah sesedap rasa tu jangan la sampai melampausangat...berpada padala...aduhai,

SEBELUM

SELEPAS

Ini pula adalah bahan perasa la..lebih kurang cam tula,,sebab bagi saya if tak de kacang so taklengkaplah rojak buah...ni pendapat saya la...jadi kita tumbuk kacang ni ala-ala sudah,jangan sampai hancur lak,tak sedap and kita tak dapatla rasa kacang tu, selain itu ini pun senaman menumbuk-numbuk...leh menguatkan tangan anda dan der la ketul-ketul kat lengan if kamu buat hari-hari....hahahaha...so bila dah siap tumbuk kacang tu,ha tak reti-reti,taburlah kat atas buah-buah tadi dan jadila begini..........

Inilah hasilnya...so yummy....dan lagi satu kenapa saya letak nama rojak cinta sayang,sebab if korang dah try and dah makan mesti korang akan jatuh cinta dan sayang kat saya............;p

Selamat mencuba.....